"It's a little confusing..."

And with those words, my Dr. began his analysis of my case today...

The bottom line: a) We still don't know. b) But there is evidence of cancer in the spots in my lungs. c) Additional tests, plus a referral to a lung specialist out here May 22.

The details:
--The 2nd biopsy of my lung shows abnormal cells with the concern that they might be adenocarcinoma cells (a type of cancer cell)
--My Dr. out here is a melanoma specialist, and he does not think these are melanoma
--Nor does he think the lung is the primary source area; has a hunch that there may be cancer elsewhere that's showing up in my lungs too
--Additional tests: (1) additional bloodwork - already drawn & in progress; (2) another colonoscopy & upper G.I. - to be scheduled in H'burg; (3) referral appt. with a lung specialist here @ Anderson May 22
--"I know it's frustrating for you; just be patient a couple more weeks and we should know something, including treatment options as needed." (His words)

So...that's the news, such as it is. Definitely not the "all-clear" that we wanted! But on the other hand, 20 minutes waiting by the front door of M.D. Anderson seeing folks come & go puts mine right in perspective. It could definitely be so very much worse!

Summary: A) not great news; B) more tests & Dr. appts.

I quote one of my favorite theologians, my older brother: "I haven't yet achieved our Lord's words of 'which of you by worrying can add a cubit?' but I have learned not to magnify worry beyond what is called for at the moment." A pretty good take on this situation.

So, we have not come out of this bend in the road. The future is still unknown to us. But let me assure you, the future is by no means uncertain!! My Lord knows and was completely not caught off-guard by today's news, and is absolutely not wringing His hands wondering how things will turn out.

Still, my fallen human nature rears its ugly head now & then. Thus, we welcome your prayers! We need your prayers. We are thankful for your continued prayers, more than words can say. Please remember Lisa, James & Anne, who have to navigate this bend in the road with me.

With much love and hope, (along with a sinful dose of human concern...)
Mike